Undescribable
I can’t describe the way I feel.
Its like a far off dream…of someone who I can barely remember. My body feels the memory – of what its like to feel close, to feel love. But I awaken to a harsh reality…one where there is no one.
I feel alone. I wonder what its all for. I wonder why I am so utterly disposable. And I want these feelings to just go away.
When reading these blogs, I always hate the depressing ones. So dear readers – I will not be offended if you choose not to read. I wouldn’t if I were you after all. But this is one of “those” blog postings today.
